perfect two by auburn

mine friend begging me to do a cover and request. so she like this song, and it's kind of sweet song, the lyric especially :D . I will do this cover soon when i get free time, of cause . probably i use cover this song on holiday term this march. hopefully guys !

so you, the one who request this song, be patient girl :) the song already on my phone and i'm gonna print the lyric latter ,well ! start to practice the song . bubbye !

( i don't even read this surat putus cinta, but i let's you read first, cause i will be read ahead, since now i chat with my friend adwaa, so i can't give full attention reading this surat cinta, i got this from someone yang katanya ada sedih dan calii !. baa read ahead.)

Kepada,

Kilah

Assalamualaikum, (inda jawap berdosa ni)

You sihat? Makan dah? Dah baca Brudirect.com? Boss kadai kaling sebalah rumah you sihat? Ignored saja soalan me yang last atu, macam tah you tinggal serumah. Yang benarnya, surat ani besar tujuannya, pasal atu me inda berani cakap face to face arah you. Manalah tahu if berjumpa, lepas cakap you tumbuk me, atu kira nasib baik dah you tumbuk me, kalau abang you yang mengangkat besi atu menumbuk, baik jangan diimagine. Me inda pulang takut, tapi inda sanggup saja. Gugur tia saham me kalaulah hidung me picak bakas kana penumbuk sulung you.

Lepas you baca surat ani, baik tah you call kawan you minta dangani beli baga di Tungku Homemade burger, me tahu you kenyamanan baga bisdorang, kata you baganya menghilangkan rasa sedih and sekaligus, lapar.

Me banarnya mahu putuskan relation us. Please jangan nangis! Nampak bini – bini menangis mudah tia kan lapas kepala lutut me ani. That’s why me nada mahu bagitahu dapan – dapan. See, how berperikemanusian me ani? Time – time cani pun me masih mementingkan perasaan you. menjaga hati you yang mudah luluh atu.

Tapi sekiranya you menangis jua, baik jangan bercucuran aing mata you di atas surat ani, karang payah you membaca sampai habis. Lagipun malu you karang lepas melihatkan surat ani arah BFF you, ejaannya ada kabur – kabur bakas tekana aing mata. Nah, siapa yang malu? Lihat, betapa me menjaga maruah you di dapan kawan – kawan you yang kadang – kadang me benci because inda pandai masuk diurat oleh me. Tapi Si Lela saja me inda benci pasal ia lawa, ia single masihkan?

About janji – janji me dulu, mahu sehidup semati dengan you, mahu kahwini you, mahu bawa you ke Paris atu, you lupakan saja, ok? Me inda mahu you hidup dalam kesedihan mengenangkan segala janji yang inda tercapai. Kalau you masih mahu ke Paris, me cadangkan you pakai Air Asia, tambangnya murah. Ataupun, you continue saja janji atu with bakal boyfriend you. Btw, kalau ada boyfriend baru atu, make sure jangan handsome dari me, karang jealous me.

Satu pinta me, janganlah you ingat me putuskan you sebab me ada orang lain. Sumpah! Me nada curang. Sebenarnya, sebelum sama you, me sudah ada tunang. Maknanya di sini, me curang sama tunang me but not with you. Title you sebenarnya scandal saja. Me inda tahu macam mana semua ani boleh berlaku, me berlaku curang. Tunang me masih balum tahu. Sebelum terjadi apa – apa yang inda diingini, me putuskan you! Pintarkan me atu?

Selepas putus ani, you jangan tah tag lagi gambar me sama you, jangan di poke Facebook me. Takut – takut tunang me memakai, karang you yang kana tuduh cuba merampas bakal laki orang. Ops, me lupa bagitahu yang kami bakal berkahwin dalam masa 3 minggu, lebih tepat 17 hari lagi. Oleh sebab ani, me staple kad jamputan kahwin, nikah and malam berbedak untuk you. kalau you mahu tahu, cenderahati semasa kahwin kami, you akan dapat 1kg beras Laila, ruggedkan? Sama macam perkahwinan impian you.

Sebenarnya, hampir seminggu me inda bertidur memikirkan pasal hal ani, untuk memutuskan you, Ops salah, 6 hari yang banarnya me inda bertidur, sehari lagi atu gara – gara berjaga melihat bola Manchester yo main time subuh.

Dijadikan cerita daripada me putus tunang, lebih baik me putuskan you. Me banding – bandingkan sudah! Janganlah you fikir, you inda lawa, gila tu eh. You lawa bah, lawa gila! Pasal atu me suka you dulu. Mata you bulat macam panda atu, terkenang plang masa me cucuk mata you, inda pasal – pasal you bertahan di hospital 2 hari. Sampai sekarang you rabun dakat. Kesian eh.

Me sarankan you redha saja dengan kePUTUSan ani. Me ani inda jua berapa handsome. Sungguh me inda handsome, ramai jua bah me-like gambar me di Facebook. Inbox me? Jangan tah cakap, sanggal melayan. Berbalik pasal you yang lawa ani, if you bida, bahapa tah me taruh gambar you dulu jadi profile picture me? Nah, terbukti bah you lawa. Now me tukar dah, me show off saja kereta bakal bini me, Skyline GTR! Harta tunang me, me jua punya tapi harta me, harta me. Jangan jealous, dang.

Sepanjang 3 tahun we couple, me halalkan segala pemberian me. Begitu jua me harap you halalkan saja segala duit yang you tulung me membayar bil karan rumah, bil kereta, bil telephone, bil aing. Yang me anggarkan dalam $24,200 atu. Sebelum atu jua, please help me settlekan bil kereta bulan ani, sekali ani saja. Bukan apa, me kan kahwin, mana cukup loan me $35 ribu atu. Tuhan saja yang membalas sekiranya you membayarkan installment bulan ani. Last ni, sumpah!

Akhirnya sekali, kenangkanlah me dalam doa you. Doakan me bahagia disamping bakal bini yang amat me sayangi. Kalau you mahu tahu, bakal bini me ani satu office sama you. You baca saja kad jamputan kahwin atu. Tahu you tu siapa ia. Jangan benci me ok, apa yang berlaku between us, biar tah us saja yang tahu. Jangan tah dihebohkan arah status facebook you. malu jua karang you.

P/s: lepas baca, harap senyum.

Bye – bye,

Yang banar,

Kudin.

someone asking me..

"siuk kah blogging ane ?"

so i said, yap it's really interested me blogging all the time about everyday life (even though not all the time :p), and it's can work me since i used english language to blog my blogspot :D this not saja saja but improving my english too . But yeah, someone doesn't like if his/her blogspot to be read by public person. it's far away different from me. i like to used to update my blog for everyone to read my blog and share my story to others out there, who know you can get new info from me ! :)

okay end ! tak payah panjang2. malas orang kan baca. :p

Hantu kak Limah balik rumah.

i watched this movie just a few minute ago, and its isn't too funny for me. yeah it's been so long i want watch this movie but i just wait for someone who had this dvd. and i have to asked my friend who own the video and pinjamkan me. nyaah ! like what i said its not funny but i laughed sometime .

Best for Brunei Darussalam. proud as bruneian people !!

Today school :)

extra classes is not start again and we don't know when it start. so i'm really fucking shock with the new geography format now. and it's not like the older geography question paper. like on paper 1 we have to write an easy all the question and for paper 2 answer all the question also , no choice in this section *__0. like what hell is that 0__0. but i'm not blame at all just we don't have any condition to choice. the fact is this new format are real easy. we can score the mark from paper 1 and 2.

about friends:

since now, we had 2 classes ' 10A7 AND 10A8' . so last year classes 5A2 are combined with us 5A2 last year. like what i said in previous post, 33 students in the class.

and, Adwaa, she my new friend since this year, and so much faster i can make new friend. well yeah we got more closer from FB actually and continue it on school. we talked much and had some fun.

BUT

there is sad story for one of my classmate. malay language in this section supaya kamu kamu terharu. eseeh *__*. yes,one of my friend, boy. ia ada penyakit and inda semua orang dalam class tau pasal penyakitnya except 3 orang saja, thats me,adwaa ,afiq and him self. penyakitnya ane buleh dipandang serious, and if diliat dari raut wajah nya atu,kesian berabis. as you know ia ane dalam class selalu kana buli sha uleh his friends, well he kind of person yang sanang dibuli, so that why. and tadi he tried to join with us ( me and adwaa) . so i started ask him why he use the mask on his mouth

" kenapa kau pakai mask aa, damam ko kah"

then he said " aku ada penyakit"

so, i seriously kan tau banar banar penyakitnya atu,

" penyakit apa"

ia ada tiga penyakit actually and this is so serious, sadly aku inda tahan dangar ceritanya pulang. and he's got pertumbuhan dikepala belakangnya. like ada biji biji about 'o.5cm' katanya arah aku, then second penyakitnya ia ada barah paru-paru ,so that make him hardly to breath + selalu damam . i see that his friends would laugh to him if he told his story and no one make it seriously about him. kesianlah, and my friend afiq said,' please keep watching him'

so really me and adwaa still wonder why us ? and i don't mean that i don't like to helping people, just worry what would be happen next if ia pengsan in the class, and no one know about him. as three of us saja yang tauu.

pity him :(

BABY BABY HAI !?

Gosh just a few day i'm not blogging at all, felt like i miss update my blog, well friends, my school start yesterday and of cause i got more story to share. so how i begin my story ?

you have to know this feeling, well not a serious feeling that i felt now. like we known as "Repeaters" and all those teacher keep saying ' welcome back to school students' and i was like daaa~~ and again 'welcome back school' . okay we are almost welcome at that day and big smile on my face saying that i'm too ready for my school. forget all the past what had done. this is new me to start all over again.

RAJIN KAMU BACA KH POST KU ANE, KRG KMU CKP ' PANJANG JUAAAAA~~' hee (continue my long story but fun for me )

To the point after the briefing , go straight to class and MY CLASS known as '10A7' yeap worst ?

and all of us in one class is about 33 students and the class look like ikan sardine ! well we had 2 news friends where both of them are guys, from smso secondary and serasa secondary school.

now i'm more closer with the girl name Adwaa, yeaah. she good and sweet ! Today not all the subject are started but few of that subject.

end :)

Went to UBD open day today. and it really interested me, while my mom asking about diploma programe for me in IM(institute medicine).

they also show some activities on UBD, such as music club and so ever ! the most awesome one babe, and some of them play the gee to perform outside the UBD building. The UBD FM also being great ! we also had UBD tour with the students there. down here the picture :)

UBD campus tour :D ( THE CORE) new hostel (apartment)

UBD student showing the place ( this is outside the canteen)

on the 5th floor of the apartment

this is inside the apartment, where all of us like so awesome !!

all of things is provided in here.

one of the room.

living room . lovely one

pantai tungku view :)

second apartment for the boy, next to the girl.

we thought that swimming pool at the centre of the apartment,but not !

from the up view. so opposite to this block, canteen where the collage student can go there,lepak2 !

it's look wonderful when at night, mcm luar ngeri :)

lobby . but they wrote as common room. tv are provided

so this is inside the common room . lawa banar !

detail : for the new apartment, $65 per WEEK, and one month about $200.actually the room dived into two,premium room and standard room, what's special is WIFI are provided at premium room,so the cost more higher than standard room ;) . then the old hostel is just $45 per MONTH. this more cheap compare with the new apartment. for breakfast,lunch and dinner, no more worry about that, cause we don't have waste the money cause kebawah duli sudah sediakn the coupon. we enjoyed the tour tadi, especially i got the official offer from the nursing. where i can target for my 'o' on june, then if i get good 'o' for my june i may join the cohort 3 . best of luck for me !!

Hello :D

i meet my uncle this morning, and he not going to work every saturday. so i greeted him with ' hai' and i spend my time play the gee with him. he heard few of my cover 0__0 valentine-kina grannis and back to december- taylor swift , i'm like should do this things to uncle, so i know what my bads and goods :D he give me both seriously ! :p

of cause he gave me some comments, well ! he say my gee quite good day by day, eseeh* and my vocal should be improved again.but what the end, i asked him random question, haa ( uncle jamming hari ne ?) cause i just wanted to know, and what i know that every night weekend noise will attack !!

eeem now ! i got new chords for ungu-percaya padaku, since he sang for me this song tadii, so i need the chord from him.

end :p

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY BRUNEI DARUSSALAM

27th Brunei Darussalam national day. i'm so glad being " Anak brunei" for all my life. i had been involved with the perform last 2 years on 2009. like we practised all the time. hehhe I miss the moment.. and i had no picture to share here.

end ;D

i went to wedding ceremony at bebuloh around 1pm, and i'm like jealous with his dowries for her bride and there was IPHONE 4. this was biggest present for the bride ! and i was wondering for my dowries for the future, hehe. i can saw $500 arranged on the frame, perfume, handband( im not sure what brand it's)

wonder if CANON , LAPTOP AND NEW PHONE for me. nyahahaha. 0_0

wish i want to be more active my blog, yes i want update all the time my story for all of you.

okay there is one thing, i don't shared it here for my last updated . so here i goes , i never been angry like very very crazy angry last night, this is first for whole my life i get crazy mad. i shouted all my throat to my sister and tear drop while i'm shouting. it's like i lose my control last night ,when she try make me so angry and i don't know, the funny was, i brought my Gee also. 0__0 . everyone being curious with my self and mom just ask me what and why that happen. heemph sure things was i'm so breathlessly and tear went down my cheek. :/

Baby i got my new string !!

yap, i bought this last day before i went to my tuition school, so i round all the SKH but i didn't found the string yet, and one of the worker dsna, asking what i want actually , so i just told him, that i need guitar string, but yeah it's $1.40, like muraah jua, i need two actually for my spare, but there is no stock again. lucky me , i got my string.

i told my uncle to fix my guitar, cause i don't want to be " seperti tikus membaiki labu" hehe. so now im ready to play back my Gee .

14 february 2011

heemph, happy valentine all, i cover this song and dedicated to all of you there lovely !

Enjoy the cover :) also visit my channel on youtube www.youtube.com/Bellaamusicpassion

hi all there !? uum via phone again :)  people ! this valentine day , well this didicated for non-muslim people( i'am one of them , but i still worry with saying word v-a-l-e-n-t-i-n-e , like all people say it's illegal )   BUT SERIOUSLY  i finished all the cover and had been upload last 2 hour ago. umm not here again, NO WORRY  will share it here latter , okay for you ?

hai :p seriously i miss my guitar ! lama inda pingang my gee. like i use other guitar to play with since my string lost one, so i need new string, i miss kan buat cover with my own gee ;( :(

love this song we R who we R.

Happy good sunday :D

 HELLO PEEPS ! im using via mobile phone updating my blog, It seem i dont't have time to use lappy :P     i went to eat outsite this Sunday and mom had plan it before. just  simple order NASI AYAM ( this my first time have some order at that restaurant) . should know this[ i found my HARDNESS update my blog via mobile phone ] >.<    story for last night : spend my time chat witH teacher Akhmar and she giving me some SECRET, WELL not a big secret. yeah it's last 12.20AM >.< how fun iS me ? [ SORRY i can't start new pharagraph yet ]  Then tomorrow special day for those who celebrate valentine day( HEEMPH only dedicated to non-muslim :) ) otherwise i suggested to cover a song from kina grannis - valentine BUT i just being worry with my time now! desperate i want to cover this song but no time for me.  so lets see either i can do these day or tomorrow or NEITHER :s sadly

SBUC TUITION nearly fulled.

and i'm in group two, group 1 is mostly fulled .

SO my mom and dad willing to do this for me for the second time, thanks ma,bah you jua eeh ! i take math and english subject until june so i just paid $300, and lucky i can meet ex-tuition teacher again, tcher fezah,i requested her to teach me for math and new tutor for english subject.

i can start by tomorrow, well my class will be on monday ,wednesday and thursday. i have to give some effort for june 'o' level !! semangat semangat !

Friend post this message to us on facebook.

i need a moment and attention, i hope everyone reading this....i'll be not joining you guys no longer no more eseh apakan...but i'd like you to know. That i'm very sorry for my very wrong doing such as 'being rude, talked backing, insulting and swearing words that came out from my mouth without me noticing it hurt you girls and guys' i am truly sorry for you girls and boys. Please forgive and forget on my wrong doing. And now, i'd realised that you guys are the best classmate every. also realise that i'll be missing you kiddos *sobs* shit man, i cry haaha...missing all the CRAAZAYYY attitude haha...i'll give you guys an invitation renuioun/gathering nanti. I'll IM you guys. I miss you already guys 5A2 i love you guyssss*sobss

so she will left us for working , and it look like she will not be with us lagi di canteen..

'o' level result

B.M = B4 (70)

ENGLISH= E8(48)

SASTERA=B3(74)

PUI= D7(54)

C.S= C5(65)

GEO=D7(57)

ART=C6(60

MATH=D7(57)

HELLO - HA ! been inactive seen i got my result huh !

and yes i dont have enough 'o' level to enter 6 form and i'm really suck for this. i want 57% is C !! . if this will be yes, officially i got 7 'o' level yet. :s and i have to repeat for one year again but i still not sure with my mom, my mom asking for me to sit o level again until nov.

and rumours things datang. someone say that result last year are not combined with this year, so that mean i have to take all those subs, seriously ! manh , well tomorrow i will be at school asking for this things and giving my june form.

i need to think again for my school this year, cause i won't be to longer at that school but what if my mom told to do that so !

what should you know from beginning to the end. i already pick up my book from the store . nyaaah ! like i shy for my self. simpan lapastu angkat baliik. eeh.

also i started reading 'o' level book yesterday.

Look picture below here.

mumey try to used tudong on syirrah and she protest not to use this tudang, but as she know that im going to take her picture , so she going to be easy. haha. i shot her picture about 5x cause there is more random act that she did. lastly i choose this photo .

and after 1hour, she felt down from massage chair and cry load. kepalanya " BINCUL" . ice cooling her down until she get sleep.

:)

:(

i lost one of my gee string again and again.i'm really tired with this thing.and i know who did this. pastii my lil sista yang mengamai tangannya. and i just simply said to my mom" tunggu th ku pass o'level ku eeh, minta balik kn string ku ne" she next to me while doing her work and she know about my gee. *sigh*

' Tomorrow ' some say this :

"conform ne esuk keluar result <> sure ?

OKAY ! what i want now, i want my string back . * yell *

AND

I'm glad with munirah salleh that she willing to learn new culture language( dusun language) with me on facebook. so thanks to you, i know this won't be easy for you to learn new a culture language, but at least you know some words to say one day.

alots smile for you today .

nenek's HOUSE now !

probably i want to nenek house last two days, but i don't have any time to go there, so this night will be my chance. why ? because last two day i late to go shower , so feel like i didn't have to go, just wait for next day, but unfortunately the next day my mom told me to be a teacher for my lil bro..so yeeah.

this night :

i spend my dinner time with nenek di rumah, and had a small chat about result will be come out this month also i heard that she get angry with her's cat 0__0 ( hal biasaa) .

bad words come out from her mouth " ngintong ngintong using tih, tampar abas mu la "(dusun language)

no worrie, i will describe what i meant by this words " liat liat g kucing ane, tampar muka tu karang " =) .

of course i can't shut my mouth from laughing. she kinda being cruel to cat.